Update

Absolutely nothing has happened since last post.  The days seem to go like this,  spoke with BF and hes coming up, wait a week and he wont answer my calls, now hes not coming.  Then hes coming and now hes not coming, repeat, repeat.  No dates secured for the future, but the mediator is back from her summer vacation so we will try to reschedule with her.  In the mean time we celebrated Brandon's second birthday, Alyssa started school, car repair bills were more than the car was worth so we traded in our car for a newer model with a warranty, we are headed to OR next week for Greg's brother's wedding, and then Alyssa's birthday in a few weeks. Lots of things to do to TRY to keep our mind off that fact that our adoption is not finalized.  Sorry I dont update much, I have been pretty upset for the last few months.  We never expected our birthfather to tell us he would sign away his rights and we were pleasantly surprised, but then for him to take it away from us after dangling it in front of us has been really hard to get past.  We are trying though.